Tuesday, January 31, 2012

~Our Story~

I wanted to share our love story with you, so here it goes. Let me start off saying that I was in a relationship during the past year and half. It was an unstable and very unhealthy relationship...complete with screaming fights, lies, constant arguements, heartbreak and a few breakups. During one of these breakups, I met Ronnie in May of 2011.

Unfortunately, I cannot say we have been together since we met. I fell into the drama of my previous relationship and went back, not once to try to make it work, but twice...Ronnie was there by my side through it all. Until the last time I went back in August, Ronnie decided he couldn't be my "band-aid" anymore. At the time I didn't see it like that but I now understand.

Throught the grafe of God, my ex & I broke up for good in November. I can only attribute my getting out of that relationship to God, for He kept me strong and finally showed me there was something better for me out there. I had already found that something better but I was fighting against God's will...but I finally really heard God speak to me.

About a week after my breakup, I sent Ronnie a message on Facebook apologizing for hurting him and misleading him. I didn't know if he would ever speak to me, but he did...he replied. Over the next 24 hrs, we talked about things and I asked him for forgiveness. I decided we needed to talk in person and he invited me to his place. He hugged me when I got there (I knew then that I still may have a chance with this wonderful man that God brought into my life). We hung out that night with some of his friends and let me tell ya, it was like we had been together for years!

I knew the chemistry was still there from the first time we met and we both could feel it. So, we talked some more and we decided we would try to make this work. Neither of us could be just friends, our hearts were already in it!

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