Monday, November 28, 2011

Taking a chance...

Taking a chance on love is scary and exciting. You know you want to be happy and you would do anything to get to that place. I am ready...I am ready to fall in love again.

I know it's been a short time since my break-up but I feel it in my heart. I feel that this is right and this is a good thing. I have been mislead for the past year and a half and I have let that pain go. Although he will always have a place in my heart, I learned loving him was killing me. Sometimes things fall apart so better things can fall together. I believe that now.

I am ready to feel love again. Real love from a man that wants to be with me, that desires me. A man that cannot keep his hands nor his eyes off of me. A man that will hold me close against his chest so I can feel his heartbeat. A man that shows me he will do anything to help me. A man that tells me he will do anything for me. A man that is willing to help heal the hurt from the last guy. A man that can keep his promises. A man that loves me. A man that loves my little girl.

Oh I tried to be so angry when things fell apart, but there was this one man who loved me. This man wants to show me what real love is. This man wants to show me not all men are the same. This man wants to be there for me no matter what. This man, God thank you, for sending this man into my life. This man is so good to me already. I don't know what I have done to deserve such compassion and romance and love! But I am thankful I have found a GOOD man and without a bad one, I wouldn't have learned what a good man is!!!