The past month

The past month has been so exiting and wonderful. I put my guard down and I am so happy I did. Although there are times I get a little afraid that history will repeat itself, I remind myself that this one is different...and so much better than the last one. So, this past month this is what's happened...

1. I apologized to the sweetest guy I know. I hurt him badly and I felt horrible.
2. We talked and he invited me over so we could discuss things. We went out that night with some of his friends. Had a great time, always have with him!
3. We spent Thanksgiving together with my bestie.
4. This sweet guy reminded me how beautiful I was, he also reminded me how much I cared for him, even when I tried to deny it months earlier...we both felt it and thankfully, it never went away.
5. This sweet guy seems to be a wonderful communicator...everything flows so natural with him.
6. He has my little girl wrapped around his finger...she adores him and loves him...and he loves her.
7. I met his daughter finally, what a sweetheart!
8. We realized our daughters are quite the little divas but we love them regardless.
9. He and I have spent soooo much time together, I don't ever want it to end. Plus I have gained some wonderful friends thanks to him.
10. I learned that he and I are very much alike...we play, we talk, we go out and have fun.
11. He is the best kisser ever. Just wait til I post a pic...look at those sexy lips!
12. I really do love tall men! He is 6'1"...I am only 5'1"...lol
13. We told each other the best 3 words ever "I love you".
14. We make plans...not too advanced but we have a general idea about how we will spend our days.
15. We have discussed one day of us living together, marriage, and growing our family if God allows.
16. This sweet guy became my boyfriend.
17. He cooks for me...
18. He holds me and rubs my legs...
19. He watches movies I like...
20. He is...heaven sent....thank you God!